I am terrified.
I am only a junior in high school, and still I feel this large cloud of fog in the imminent future. Thick and overwhelming, it knots my stomach. College. SATs. Tuition. How will I pay for it? Room mates.
Majors. Bachelors. Is it all worth it? Applications. Scholarships. I want to understand it all- But there is something missing. Do I even want to go to college? Do I belong there? What if I fail? I do not even know what I want to do with my life.
I am not ready for college. I am not ready. I guess it’s a good thing I am still a junior…